I Don't Want to Be

"I Don't Want to Be"
"I Don't Want to Be"
Single by Gavin DeGraw
from the album Chariot
B-side	"Just Friends"; "Get Lost";
Released	February 17, 2004
Studio	Sunset Sound, The Hook, Larrabee East (Los Angeles); The Hit Factory (New York City);
Genre	Pop rock
Length	3:37
Label	J
Songwriter(s)	Gavin DeGraw
Producer(s)	Mark Endert
Gavin DeGraw singles chronology

"I Don't Want to Be" is a song by American singer-songwriter Gavin DeGraw from his 2003 debut album, Chariot. The song gained exposure after being featured as the opening theme to The WB/The CW teen drama series One Tree Hill, and it was released as a radio single on February 17, 2004. It peaked at number 10 in the United States in 2005 and became a top-20 hit in Australia, Canada, the Netherlands, Norway, and Sweden.

The song is certified gold in the US, having sold over 500,000 downloads. In 2012, the song reached number 27 on the UK Singles Chart, its highest position, due to the finale of One Tree Hill's ninth and final season airing, which also featured DeGraw.^{[citation needed]} The song's music video follows the message of the lyrics, featuring a girl investigating her high school peers while they are frozen in time, and she eventually decides to be herself.^[2]

Background and composition

Gavin DeGraw wrote the song as a message to adolescents, encouraging them to be themselves and to not let outside factors change their personalities. DeGraw explained:

["I Don't Want to Be"] was heavily influenced by the identity crisis right now that exists amongst youth. It's almost like you can go into any town in the country and the kids don't necessarily have an identity of their own; it's like whatever is on television is who they are.^[2]

Upon finishing the song, DeGraw was happy with the results, but he was unsure if the song would become a hit despite being able to "have an impact on people's psyche and on their tapping toe".^[3] Musically, the track is written in the key of C minor and proceeds at a moderately slow tempo of 76 beats per minute.^[4]^[5]

Track listings

UK and Australian CD single^[6]^[7]

"I Don't Want to Be" (album version) – 3:37
"I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped/acoustic version)
"Just Friends" (album version) – 3:24
"I Don't Want to Be" (video)

European CD single 1^[8]

"I Don't Want to Be" (album version) – 3:38
"I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped version) – 4:04
"Get Lost" – 4:26
"I Don't Want to Be" (video)

European CD single 2^[9]

"I Don't Want to Be"
"I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped version)

Credits and personnel

Credits are adapted from the UK CD single liner notes.^[6]

Studios

Recorded at Sunset Sound, The Hook, Larrabee East (Los Angeles) and The Hit Factory (New York City)
Mixed at Larrabee North (Los Angeles)

Personnel

Gavin DeGraw – lyrics, music, vocals, piano
Michael Ward – guitars
Alvin Moody – bass
Joey Waronker – drums
Mark Endert – production, recording, mixing
Steve Gryphon – additional editing, additional programming

Charts

Weekly charts

Chart (2004–2012)	Peak position
Australia (ARIA)^[10]	19
Austria (Ö3 Austria Top 40)^[11]	44
Canada CHR/Pop Top 30 (Radio & Records)^[12]	4
Germany (GfK)^[13]	99
Hungary (Rádiós Top 40)^[14]	27
Ireland (IRMA)^[15]	25
Netherlands (Dutch Top 40)^[16]	13
Netherlands (Single Top 100)^[17]	21
New Zealand (Recorded Music NZ)^[18]	30
Norway (VG-lista)^[19]	6
Scotland (OCC)^[20]	20
Sweden (Sverigetopplistan)^[21]	15
Switzerland (Schweizer Hitparade)^[22]	46
UK Singles (OCC)^[23]	27
US Billboard Hot 100^[24]	10
US Adult Pop Airplay (Billboard)^[25]	9
US Pop Airplay (Billboard)^[26]	1

Year-end charts

Chart (2004)	Position
US Adult Top 40 (Billboard)^[27]	18
US Mainstream Top 40 (Billboard)^[28]	97

Chart (2005)	Position
Netherlands (Dutch Top 40)^[29]	48
Sweden (Sverigetopplistan)^[30]	88
US Billboard Hot 100^[31]	58
US Mainstream Top 40 (Billboard)^[32]	13

Certifications


Region	Certification	Certified units/sales
New Zealand (RMNZ)^[33]	Platinum	30,000^‡
United Kingdom (BPI)^[34]	Gold	400,000^‡
United States (RIAA)^[35]	2× Platinum	2,000,000^‡
^‡ Sales+streaming figures based on certification alone.

Release history

Region	Date	Format(s)	Label(s)	Ref.
United States	February 17, 2004	Contemporary hit hot AC triple A radio	J	^[36]
United States	August 16, 2004	Contemporary hit radio		^[37]
Australia	September 6, 2004	CD		^[38]
United Kingdom	June 20, 2005	CD		^[39]

Use in media

The song is the opening theme to One Tree Hill.^[40] DeGraw performed the song on a season 1 episode of One Tree Hill. He returned for the season five finale to perform the song with Jackson Brundage. In the eighth season, several artists covered it for the season's theme music, including Spinnerette, Grace Potter, Against Me!, Kate Voegele, Tegan and Sara, Susie Suh and Patrick Stump. DeGraw also performed the song for the series finale to celebrate their 10th anniversary of Tric.
The song appears in the game Karaoke Revolution Party and is available as part of the downloadable content in the game Karaoke Revolution: American Idol Encore.

References

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^ "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be" (in German). GfK Entertainment charts. Retrieved March 31, 2020.
^ "Archívum – Slágerlisták – MAHASZ" (in Hungarian). Rádiós Top 40 játszási lista. Magyar Hanglemezkiadók Szövetsége. Retrieved August 19, 2020.
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^ "Official Scottish Singles Sales Chart Top 100". Official Charts Company. Retrieved August 19, 2020.
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^ "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". Swiss Singles Chart. Retrieved November 11, 2018.
^ "Gavin DeGraw: Artist Chart History". Official Charts Company. Retrieved August 19, 2020.
^ "Gavin DeGraw Chart History (Hot 100)". Billboard. Retrieved November 11, 2018.
^ "Gavin DeGraw Chart History (Adult Pop Songs)". Billboard. Retrieved November 11, 2018.
^ "Gavin DeGraw Chart History (Pop Songs)". Billboard. Retrieved November 11, 2018.
^ "Year in Music & Touring: Hot Adult Top 40 Tracks". Billboard. Vol. 116, no. 52. December 25, 2004. p. YE-74. Retrieved December 20, 2023.
^ "2004 The Year in Charts: Most-Played Mainstream Top 40 Songs". Billboard Radio Monitor. Vol. 12, no. 51. December 17, 2004. p. 22.
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^ "Årslista Singlar, 2005" (in Swedish). Sverigetopplistan. Retrieved December 10, 2019.
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^ Lujan, Adam (July 25, 2016). "One Tree Hill cast reunites, performs theme song". Entertainment Weekly. Retrieved May 19, 2021.

[RS_Staff_2024-1] Rolling Stone Staff (April 28, 2020). "The 50 Greatest Minivan Rock Songs". Rolling Stone. Retrieved January 11, 2025. Chariot," DeGraw's follow-up to "I Don't Want To Be," follows the same winning pop-rock formula...

[society-2] "Behind the Mask: Gavin DeGraw's 'I Don't Want to Be' Will Dig Deep into Who You Really Are". Society of Rock. February 29, 2016. Retrieved January 10, 2022.

[3] Roberge, Nicole (December 4, 2013). "Gavin DeGraw Discusses His Platinum Chariot Album, and His Hit Single 'I Don't Want to Be'". Songwriter Universe. Retrieved January 10, 2022.

[4] "I Don't Want to Be by Gavin DeGraw – Digital Sheet Music". Musicnotes.com. March 16, 2015. MN0145901. Retrieved January 10, 2022.

[5] "I Don't Want to Be ● Gavin DeGraw". Note Discover. Retrieved January 10, 2022.

[uk-6] I Don't Want to Be (UK CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2005. 82876 702222.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)

[7] I Don't Want to Be (Australian CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2004. 82876-64530-2.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)

[8] I Don't Want to Be (European CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2005. 82876 645302.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)

[9] I Don't Want to Be (European CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2005. 82876 645312.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)

[sc_Australia_Gavin_DeGraw-10] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". ARIA Top 50 Singles. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_Austria_Gavin_DeGraw-11] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be" (in German). Ö3 Austria Top 40. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[12] "R&R Canada CHR/Pop Top 30" (PDF). Radio & Records. No. 1588. January 7, 2005. p. 25. Retrieved October 15, 2020.

[sc_Germany_Gavin_DeGraw-13] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be" (in German). GfK Entertainment charts. Retrieved March 31, 2020.

[sc_Hungary_-14] "Archívum – Slágerlisták – MAHASZ" (in Hungarian). Rádiós Top 40 játszási lista. Magyar Hanglemezkiadók Szövetsége. Retrieved August 19, 2020.

[sc_Ireland2_Gavin_DeGraw-15] "The Irish Charts – Search Results – Gavin DeGraw". Irish Singles Chart. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_Dutch40_-16] "Nederlandse Top 40 – week 24, 2005" (in Dutch). Dutch Top 40. Retrieved December 10, 2019.

[sc_Dutch100_Gavin_DeGraw-17] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be" (in Dutch). Single Top 100. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_New_Zealand_Gavin_DeGraw-18] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". Top 40 Singles. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_Norway_Gavin_DeGraw-19] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". VG-lista. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_Scotland_-20] "Official Scottish Singles Sales Chart Top 100". Official Charts Company. Retrieved August 19, 2020.

[sc_Sweden_Gavin_DeGraw-21] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". Singles Top 100. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_Switzerland_Gavin_DeGraw-22] "Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". Swiss Singles Chart. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_UKsinglesbyname_Gavin_DeGraw-23] "Gavin DeGraw: Artist Chart History". Official Charts Company. Retrieved August 19, 2020.

[sc_Billboardhot100_Gavin_DeGraw-24] "Gavin DeGraw Chart History (Hot 100)". Billboard. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_Billboardadultpopsongs_Gavin_DeGraw-25] "Gavin DeGraw Chart History (Adult Pop Songs)". Billboard. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[sc_Billboardpopsongs_Gavin_DeGraw-26] "Gavin DeGraw Chart History (Pop Songs)". Billboard. Retrieved November 11, 2018.

[27] "Year in Music & Touring: Hot Adult Top 40 Tracks". Billboard. Vol. 116, no. 52. December 25, 2004. p. YE-74. Retrieved December 20, 2023.

[28] "2004 The Year in Charts: Most-Played Mainstream Top 40 Songs". Billboard Radio Monitor. Vol. 12, no. 51. December 17, 2004. p. 22.

[29] "Top 100–Jaaroverzicht van 2005". Dutch Top 40. Retrieved December 10, 2019.

[30] "Årslista Singlar, 2005" (in Swedish). Sverigetopplistan. Retrieved December 10, 2019.

[31] "Billboard Top 100 – 2005". BillboardTop100of.com. Retrieved December 10, 2019.

[32] "2005 The Year in Charts: Top Mainstream Top 40 Songs". Billboard Radio Monitor. Vol. 13, no. 50. December 16, 2005. p. 26.

[New_ZealandGavin_DeGrawI_Don't_Want_to_BesingleCertRef-33] "New Zealand single certifications – Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". Radioscope. Retrieved December 30, 2024. Type I Don't Want to Be in the "Search:" field.

[United_KingdomGavin_DeGrawI_Don't_Want_to_BesingleCertRef-34] "British single certifications – Gavin DeGraw – I Don't Want to Be". British Phonographic Industry. Retrieved March 8, 2024.

[United_StatesGavin_DeGrawI_Don_t_Wanna_BesingleCertRef-35] "American single certifications – Gavin DeGraw – I Don_t Wanna Be". Recording Industry Association of America. Retrieved March 31, 2022.

[36] "Going for Adds" (PDF). Radio & Records. No. 1542. February 13, 2004. p. 25. Retrieved May 19, 2021.

[37] "Going for Adds" (PDF). Radio & Records. No. 1568. August 13, 2004. p. 19. Retrieved May 19, 2021.

[38] "The ARIA Report: New Releases Singles – Week Commencing 6th September 2004" (PDF). ARIA. September 6, 2004. p. 28. Archived from the original (PDF) on October 19, 2004. Retrieved May 19, 2021.

[39] "New Releases: Singles". Music Week. June 18, 2005. p. 35.

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