Silhouette Dream (A Blast from the Past) GBB

I can't open my eyes It's dark.

Remnants of the past keeps daunting in a thin air. I can't breathe. My heart beats stronger and faster.

Frustrastions is taking it's toll like summerbird lurking in the winter breeze. It's been awhile but guilt still lingers.

Where am I and what is this? Seem like ground zero? No! I really can't explain the silence. Feeling someone's presence glows.

She's holding me. Tighter than the pipe wrench's grip. She kissed me. Soflty frozen like a liquid nitrogen's kip.

It's unclear. But I know she's real. Though we are far apart. As if as vividly beside me holding my heart.

I held her and my body trembles. That my lips suddenly fumbles. No body emulates the wholeness she entails. Acquainted beauty always fails.

She stared at me glaring meaninglessly waiting. I pulled up a box with a ring to fit her. Dazzled feeling a sudden twitching. Tears poured her innocent eyes like a river.

Longing the moment to have her "Yes". Heart grew fonder and can just always guess. But suddenly a raving siren jolted, my eyes opened. Realizing it's time to be off the sack and so it ended.

It was just a dream. I pulled the cover over my head and tried to get some sleep. Praying and hoping to be in it again as it may seem. It's the only thing that my emotions could keep.

She's always in my heart and in my head. Miss those texts, chats and calls unlimited. Madness drove her carelessness, with me was just bitterness. Realized she's happy with someone else.

I'm doomed toward her loving spell. Can't bailout from the one that I truly love. Like cats and dogs , we fought well. But she's the one that my life would rather have.

Letting go is the hardest thing to do. But you would rather let go of that person knowing you're just making her life miserable even if she means alot to you. It takes alot to forget but soon will realize that someone born to be with you. After all God is good!!! I will miss you huggz...